Attitude of Gratitude?

Oh, sometimes I hate that cheesy saying (LOL), and sometimes I hate when someone uses it as a topic for a meeting! BUT it also never fails to get me out of a bad mood, or sadness, or self-pity, or even huge bouts of fear. Of course it is always easier to be positive and grateful when things go my way than when everything seems to be falling apart! And lately it seems like every day something falls completely apart!

To My Belly Button Birthday

Well, here is to another year on the planet! Honestly, when I was drinking I did not think I would ever make it this long! I also did not think that I was going to go through a divorce, but than again I never thought that I would get married either. And my dad always said you…

Be Still My Broken Heart

It sucks when you start crying on the metro train to work before 9 am. It’s a weird feeling like drinking before noon, or something – it’s just not something you are supposed to do, right?  As the tears flow down my cheeks faster than I can wipe them, I am furiously muttering under my…

We Don’t Know

I don’t have the words lately to write. There is just too much going on, but I seem to find lots of solace in music, and I think that is so universal for so many people too. So today this songs really caught my heart, because I truly believe that we may not know, but when there’s hope, then we’ll be okay! We Don’t…