I Fell Apart in a Million Tinny Pieces

I have been through many struggles in my eight and a half years of sobriety. I broke many times before, and many times I had put myself back together. Some of them I wasn’t sure if I could get through sober at all, but I did. Except for this time. And even though I had…

Dear Past, Thank You for All the Lessons

As I have seen all over the social media, 2016 was not the best year for many of us! It definitely was a challenging year for me – but even though it started on the wrong foot, and it crashed horribly in the middle, it actually ended up on the right foot. You see, just like…

To My Belly Button Birthday

Well, here is to another year on the planet! Honestly, when I was drinking I did not think I would ever make it this long! I also did not think that I was going to go through a divorce, but than again I never thought that I would get married either. And my dad always said you…

Be Still My Broken Heart

It sucks when you start crying on the metro train to work before 9 am. It’s a weird feeling like drinking before noon, or something – it’s just not something you are supposed to do, right?  As the tears flow down my cheeks faster than I can wipe them, I am furiously muttering under my…

We Don’t Know

I don’t have the words lately to write. There is just too much going on, but I seem to find lots of solace in music, and I think that is so universal for so many people too. So today this songs really caught my heart, because I truly believe that we may not know, but when there’s hope, then we’ll be okay! We Don’t…